Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - :

Tests are liek finally over. And yet i still feel miserable.
Why am i always miserable nowadays?
When was the last time i smiled?
Why did i ever smile?
I'm so sad now, it seems unthinkable that there was ever a time i could have put a naiive grin on my face. Misery beyond compare: to weep till your tears run dry...

CLDDS: We are performing in week 5. Trying to make it perfect. Which means more Hana Kimi. More scenes added. And this Quan has to say that i'm like his wife-.- Is it his or her? I don't know if i'm a girl trying to be a guy or a guy being a girl, or whatever. And i have to 'confess my love' to her/him. And that, was supposed to be my first time.= I'm very, VERY sad.
Zhenyi finally joined, so i have a new junior.:) Isn't that right Zhenyi? Seems like only yesterday you were Primary 4, taking lessons from my mum for the first time. I think you have grown taller. Either that or i'm shrinking. D:

Class: Was 'tarded. Okay? So there. So THERE. And i think i failed Science. How was i to know iodine sublimes? D: And i'm just barely passing Chinese. And i am SO GOING TO DIE.

Academy: 2 new juniors :D Have to show Sir all my forms soon D:

I am still being emo.
I wanted to quit being Taichou last week. Then they asked me not to and i won't. Yes i will try to be a good Taichou, i confess i secretly have ALWAYS wanted to be Taichou...
But can i live up to all the expectations? Too much pressure, for everything...

What's wrong whats wrong now
too many too many problems
don't know where she bleongs
where she belongs
she wants to go home
but nobody's home
its where she lies,
broken inside...
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Gomen nasai, for i have failed...

full_anime_otaku blogged at Wednesday, March 21, 2007